my life with depression.com

well, the not feeling well lasted through the night. i found a white feather table top christmas tree for the house. so excited about it. wish it was a bit bigger, but for $16, it can’t get better than that. i also got a candle that smells like peppermint - yum!

lani didn’t get to catch up with us.

i was bitchy to steve when i got down to irvine. we were suppose to go to french 75, but i said that i didn’t want to see people and i just wanted to grab food and eat it at his apartment. so we ate and watched da vinci code. i kinda ruined it for him at the beginning - but not on purpose… i was just commenting on how i bet that the next film angels and demons will suck too. ooops. without permission i dug into his halloween candy and i dug into his bag of dried mangoes.

after being fed… i was a happy camper and after the chocolates, i was even happier!

i left after the movie and when i got home, i texted stevie-wonder-bread ’sorry for being bitchy’ and that i was home. so sweet. he said i’m never a bitch. did i leave a twenty dollar bill at his apartment? is that why he’s being nice???

oh and it’s so funny ’cause his place is such a boy’s place. dvd’s piled high, big screen, big fluffy comfy couch and everything else that normal boys have. his roommate’s girlfriend bought them a motion sensing trash can that opens up automatically. nooooooo comment.

i’m glad steve is still my friend. Lani and i can be mean - oops i mean - I can be mean to him sometimes, but he knows it’s cause i love’im. besides, if i’m too nice too steve, the shock might give him tachycardia.