my life with depression.com

damn i’m sensitive.

and the crying begins again and this time, it’s not because i’m sad. it’s because i’m lucky…

i have three friends today who checked up on me - to support me.

one through email about something on his youtube that i might help. he wasn’t trying to say he understood. he wasn’t trying to be mr. look at the bright side. he was just being supportive. thanks drew-drew.

the other was through IM. he asked how i was feeling today as yesterday was a crying session and now i think that my tear duct is either clogged or infected. not quite sure yet. thank you for the support. thanks stephy.

the other was through a voicemail that i didn’t call back since i’ve not talking with people - i’ve even limited my conversations with kevin and only to what we have to do for the business. but this friend is always checking up on me to let me know that he’s thinking about and supporting me. i texted back that i might not pick up when he calls after work since i’m not feeling well and he said that he’ll call anyway. he’s trying to i will try too. thanks stevie-wonder-bread.

oh and my friend angelica (ange-leeeeeeeeka with the baby) called. she and i support each other. i give her a reprieve from baby talk with adult conversation and she listens and supports me through my emotional things. so i guess thats four.

and most of all, my mommy calls to make sure i’m okay and that i’m eating. i’m really trying hard to eat … there was a time when i was barely eating. i haven’t gone to the grocery store in over a month. thank goodness my mom made me lots of emergency food because everyday has been an emergency. thanks mama….

i should call my friend lani too … since she emailed me and told me to call her … i just don’t want to be a downer…



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