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On 1/12/07, m wrote:

i’d like to start by saying that i apologize for the
hurtful things that i said. maybe on a sub-conscience
level, i was trying to give you the pain the i was
feeling so you would understand a little of what i was
feeling.

i’m going through a lot right now, i’m scared, i’m
lost and i’m at my weakest point ever.

i don’t feel good that stbx is hurting too. i’ve
lived with the guilt of it and i’ve been working to
resolve those feelings.

i hope we can just erase what’s happened in the past
few days and move foreword.

if you agree, then I’ll contact you when i’m doing a
lot better.

On 1/12/07, xxxxxxxxxx wrote:

Mymy,

I am so relieved that you have the strength right now to let me know what you have been feeling lately. I understand that you said some things while you were in a very weak state of mind and I am able to move forward and work with you on any of our issues if and when you are ready to.

I also know that I let my own emotions dictate how I communicated with you. I realize that the situation was not handled in the best way possible, and I, too, am very sorry for how I contributed to our difficulty in communicating. I know that I said some hurtful things in retaliation, and I am open to clarifying any of what was said if and when you are ready to ask me about any of it.

Mymy, you are family to me. I am committed to working with you and working on our relationship. I know that this is not a priority right now. You need to strengthen yourself first. And I am available to and want to LISTEN to what you are currently experiencing if it helps you to understand your emotions by trying to describing them and thinking them through in different ways. I know I am not a therapist, nor do I want to be, but I do want to remain your old friend. I love you very much, and I wouldn’t throw it all away over a minor bump in the road.

Don’t feel any pressure from me. If you think there is, and need any explanation, I am here. If you want to talk about other things, I am here to listen. You know my cell number, so for now, I will respect your space. I know you’ve got way too much on your mind.

I love you,
xxxx

to follow this disagreement on how to support me on this time of need:

1. no more
2. done
3. emergency therapist session
4. relationship with friends who are family

FOR MORE select the following:
new years 2007
a wish for peace in the new year
filipino in the hiz e house
how women pick mates vs flings
the center of the family. the nucleus
under a rock
no more
done
emergency session
i hate crying
thank god for moms
relationship with friends who are family
some motivation finally
the my future
comedy relief
freaky weather
bills ‘n bills ‘n bills
motivation
decisions