jet lag
Wednesday, February 21st, 2007darn!
jet lag. i thought that i wasn’t going to experience it. after all, i stayed up over 24 hours just so i can sleep at a normal california time. yesterday, i woke up at 7… everything was dandy … i cleared out my luggage … put away the thousands of books that i purchased … i EVEN cooked lunch - that really amazed me. i didn’t feel the motivation problem yesterday with all of these things.
i planned to go through my mail today and perhaps make contact with a lawyer with whom i need to make contact … i looked for an easy fish recipe so that when I GO to the market today, i will purchase all the ingredients … OH so anyways, i fell asleep at … i don’t know… perhaps 10 pm. woke up again, looked at my watched and noted 11:30 pm. realized that i’ve not changed my watch from paris time, so it was actually 2:30 am. moved to the bed.
and this morning, opened my eyes again to find that it was 5:30 in the MORNING! i had two choices. 1. try to go back to sleep again 2. get up
i opted for number two. i rolled out of bed. not surprised that i fixed my bed, but VERY surprised that i jumped in the shower.
so here i am. i’ve just finished my breakfast and i’m drinking my coffee; preparing for a long day. now that i think about it, after my last trip to paris in october, i was more motivated (except for the showering right after waking) talking all positive and stuff … then reality set in. well, i am going to try to have a positive outlook. my trip to paris gave me some realizations about things that i have to do and about things that are and are not possible. i’m sure harder days will come - again - as they did, but hopefully, not as many.
i was wrong… i wasn’t talking all ‘positive’ after my trip from paris back in oct 2006.
i will file this under “day: easier” for now….
