my life with depression.com

i’m having a good day! i just had a florist call to see if i’m home. and i said “flowers? for me?” he said, “yes. isn’t it your birthday?”

i wonder who they can be from … i love surprises! although i went through my period of flowers are dumb - influenced by S2BX - i ultimately love love flowers. i got some from my FRENCHIE twice while in paris last february and i loved loved loved it. there’s just something about receiving it. not on a daily basis obviously, but those just because i love you occasions - those are always the best … ooooh i’m sooo excited!



i was dragging again this morning. maybe it’s because of the fact that i saw on S2BX when we passed each other as i was leaving the townhouse and he was just coming home yesterday. he was very articulate with expressing his feelings. being in such close proximity has been hard for him; he’s not happy with the whole thing, but accepts that it’s happening.

i was able to cook lunch though, so that’s good. if you call baking chicken cooking.

my friend david is coming over so we can hang out for my birthday. that’s so nice of him. he’s coming early and working from my place so as to not hit traffic. he’s from the san jose area and works for intel as a computer nerd - he makes “bridges”. (for all the computer nerds out there … i salute you for helping our world go round)

this is me bothering him while he’s talking with someone about “tck’s and toggling” and how “it’s almost impossible”:



monday, my friend stacey and i are going to have a picnic during lunch. she makes the best pbj sandwiches! that’s peanut butter and jelly. last time we did this, i brought a blanket and we laid it down next to the lagoon and caught up on my love life. saturday night, i’m going to a bar with kevin to watch his friend’s wife



WOW! i got two text messages greeting me happy birthday already! how exciting. how did they remember??? i wonder if it’s because i sent everyone a text message saying “don’t 4get to text me 4 my birthday since sunday is not a work day”.

HEY.

i do that for everyone else so they get birthday texts or messages …


got another one!

two more … one says “i already had it on my calendar sweetie” and the other “happy 21st birthday …”