depression = anger turned inside
if you’re feeling overwhelmed and are considering suicide, call a suicide hotline. u.s.a. 1.800.784.2433 or 1.800.273.8255


another big belly story :) and i have a buyer!

Wednesday, April 4th, 2007



i feel melancholy. i socialized yesterday, but i still felt … “just there”. like kinda in the middle. i cried in the morning and got home late. during the day, i met up with an old co-worker, KY. KY and i went to the de young meuseum at golden gate park in san francisco. there was an exhibit there on vivienne westwood. she’s a fashion designer who was known to have dressed the sex pistols. she has incredible talent. she designed an evening gown with beads and crystals, but the over all effect looks like the woman is naked! she did the same for a man’s “military’ style jacket. looking at if from far away, you get the feeling that i guy is top naked and has slashes where blood is dripping out. the back side of the jacket looks like that too. it’s. it’s brilliant.

click this picture to see
what i’m talking about:
vivienne westwoodvivienne westwood then then vivienne westwood nownow



IM about the most exciting part of my day, aside from the fact that I already have a buyer for the redwood shores property:

[ML and i graduated from middle school and high school together]

    M
    i’ll tell a funny story before i have to finish what i was doing…
    so yesterday, i undid the the button on my pants as i was driving becuase my tummy was squeezed…

    so i go into the museum and i’m walking around…

    didn’t realize that my button AND my fly was open and hanging!

    luckily, i had my jacket and purse held somewhat close to my zipper area … i don’t know if anyone else noticed
    but i was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo embarrassed.

    ML
    braahahaha

    M

    my orange undies didn’t match with my outfit!!!!!!

    ML

    slob!

    M

    and i was seeing a fashion exhibit!

    ML

    T_T

    M

    what’s t-t?

    ML

    oh, you must not see the emoticon
    it’s a guy crying cuz he’s laughing so hard

    lucky you noticed it yourself

    M

    no … i’m not using yahoo im. i’m using adium so i am connected to yahoo and aol

    ML

    were you able to put it back to gether though?

    M

    yeah! i had to suck in my tummy … boy was it hard!

    ok.
    no more laughing for you…

    i’m gonna finish my writing and exploring the possibilites of a day care

    ML

    ok, i gotta get back to work

    ML

    lunch next friday then

    M

    k.

    next friday.

    i’ll call you.

    ML

    ok
    dorkus

    M

    you are penciled into my eCalendar.
    yeah dorkus whatever.

    ML

    belly girl

    M

    hey!

    ML

    hahahah

    M

    hey!

    ML

    button buster

    M

    biatch!

    ML

    zipper snapper

    M

    you … wedgy!

    ML

    or zipper ripper

    M

    you suck ass dude!

    mean!

    ML

    hahahahah

    M

    get back to work you ass

    ML

    it’s only cuz we’re so CLOSE!!
    hahaahha

    M
    10:21
    f-er!

    ML

    i know you can handle it
    cuz you can sure dish it!

    M

    handle this: ii|ii = the middle finger
    you can’t tell, just believe me.
    bye

    ML

    later skater



gosh … my meds are really making me sleepy right now. i usually get this around lunch time, but i took them extra early … i’m gonna take a power nap of 15 mins ’cause i’m going for a walk with angeleeeeeeeeeeeka and her baby - as prescribed by my therapist. i have to get out of my loft more and socialize as that has a strong positive affect for me… i think i’m doing a good job with my homework.

i'm draggin' and i don't want to goi’m forcing myself to leave ’cause i’m still so very tired and i don’t want to leave





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