my life with depression.com

oh my gosh this DOG!!!

i fell asleep at about 9:30 last night because she fell asleep at about that time. then, she wakes me up with her little whining noises and her “i’m right here” bell. i thought perhaps she wanted to go number 2 or something, so at 11:30, i take her downstairs. nope. she just wandered, so i left her there. (i think i will let her sleep downstairs from now on)

at 3:30 in the morning, i am awoken by THE FR*iCK’n bell again. i put my glasses on and look down to find that she can’t arrange her blanket the way that she wants it. it was cute though. i watched her with enjoyment. finally, i woke up and got out of bed at 6 this morning.

at 10:30, i have an appointment with a builder. i’m looking at a commercial space that they built below a bunch of condos. it’s expensive. there’s no outdoor space. BUT — there is a parking garage = easier for pick up and drop off, and it’s on a main stree = visibility and it’s in the location that i want = “feature and benefit” will work out better than at another location.

i spent all morning yesterday making some curtains. i could’ve gone to ikea and bought some for … $30 or to potterybarn for $100 or to …. you get the picture. i bought the fabric for $22 and viola! curtains. i really like them and i think that they turned out the way i wanted them to turn out. had i bought the ones that i was looking at, it wouldn’t have turned out the way i would’ve like it to.

i put this curtain up because i needed more storage space. so in a sense, i made a closet. i’d take a picture of it right now, but i’m afraid to move my computer. i guess it’s a common thing to happen to a MacBook to have the magnetic charger wire melt/burn, so now as i wait for a new one, i have to jiggle it and hope for an indicator light. i was without a computer for almost two days. i was dying.

i do have pictures of NICKIE after her teeth extraction surgery. poor thing. her face was all swollen:

i better go and review leasing terms so i am ready when i meet with the builder. something that i like about this process is all the new information that i am learning.

oh yeah, i looked at a place. $6000 per month and it’s huge but no windows, only a roll up door, they way there’s a heating cooling system (HVAC) but i didn’t see it… i only saw a leaky window type unit … how depressing!

13 MORE DAYS UNTIL my FRENCHIE ARRIVES!!!!