my life with depression.com

part of picking up the pieces of my life from depression is taking care of the things that i was not able to take care of or keep up with.

today, i took the first active step in reconciling the damage caused by depression when i was not able to follow through with doctor’s instructions regarding maintaining my mouth since i have a hereditary oral - blood - problem. it’s worse now, but i’m picking it up and i’m taking care of it now.

how many teeth are coming out??




well, today i spent about three hours at the periodontist’s office. after the muscle relaxant and the ipod, everything was AAAAAAAAAAAALL good. do i feel pain? earlier, i started feeling this low ache in my mouth. my friend KEVIN picked me up and took me home. you know. i don’t even remember riding in his car. in fact, i can’t recall if we dropped off the vicadin script at the pharmacy. i do know that when he took me inside, i was OUT! KEVIE is so nice. i really like him until he starts his i’m a nasty man act. i usually hang up the phone when he does that. so does our friend LARA - in new york.

i slept for a long time. when i woke, i saw NICKIE waiting for me, so i gathered enough energy to take her out and look at cars. she got urinary frequency now for some reason and i think there might even be blood in some of her voids.

not much to talk about. i’ve steamed some carrots and bell peppers and tried hand blending it. it’s ok. but anything is good after not eating for 24hrs.!

oh yeah, they did a bone and skin graft in there too



THREE MORE DAYS UNTIL my FRENCHIE ARRIVES!!