my life with depression.com

gosh. what happened last night? my eyes are swollen and they hurt a little this morning.

this morning, my FRENCHIE is arriving and nothing was going right. i burned my thumb, i re-opened my wound on my finger. aunt rosie is here for her monthly visit and NICKIE though she pooped on her pad, missed one. pee all over. i guess she is going on water restriction. is it because she’s warm? but i leave the window open and it’s like 54 degrees downstairs. OH!!! cold makes you go more! right?

anyways, i hope my FRENCHIE doesn’t think that i’m THAT much of a slob. i didn’t have a lot of time this morning. i took NICS walking for an hour — well, she took me walking. then it was back to the loft and pee s’more. i guess her UTI is still there. maybe the antibiotic can’t stay in her bladder long enough cause she keeps peeing it out!

i’m slowly getting excited about my FRENCHIE’s arrival. i’m warming up to it, but it’s just like when i went to paris this last time. i wasn’t excited until i saw the parisian horizon. i’m kinda getting butterflies and i have as big a smile as my pained mouth will allow. it’s 11:40 and i probably should leave. he’ll have to go through immigration so maybe he’ll be ready by 1pm.

i can’t decide if i should have a jamba juice waiting for him or if i should take him there! no… i’ll just gage it. he likes jamba juice and it ties into our first meeting.

WOW! i just got a really overwhelming feeling that’s come over me and i’m starting to tear. i’m really excited and i can’t wait to hide from him at the airport and jump on his back. last time, i jumped and hit him … oooops.

well, i haven’t had time for a car wash and i don’t know where there is one near me, so i guess it’s gonna be something he and i will do together.

i wonder if he can do our, mine and NICKIE’s, slow walks in the morning. i wonder if he can adopt to our mornings. our jog inside the building down the hall and back and then our waterless bath wipes to wipe away daily dirt and odor with aloe and viamin E for healthy skin and shiny coat = petkin’s deodorizing and conditioning pet wipes.

i guess he’s have to because this is my life that he’s coming into and i had to adjust for him when i was in paris. then we’ll slowly blend.