feeling controlled and manipulated.
Thursday, October 16th, 2008I don’t feel like being manipulated and controlled and FRENCHIE has made me feel like that. He has stated that he’ll be arriving in the US this Friday. I told him that I will not be around. I will be with RAZ in New Mexico. FRENCHIE says that I have a choice.
I already made my choice when I stated what I wanted to do. I wanted to put 100% of myself here so I can qualify RAZ for myself. I want to be the one who says whether RAZ is right for me or not. I want to do that after I have had proper communications and after we have worked out our differences. I don’t want someone telling this or that and this is how I feel.
I am mad and FRENCHIE is making my situation even more difficult. I don’t want to hurt him, but that’s what will happen.
